The feeling of not wanting to be under my own skin. Everything terrifies, depresses and drains the shit outta me. Hey, but I guess I'm just good at making up excuses, do I? 

People rarely see the deep surfaces of someone. They thought when they can obviously accordingly to what they could see, it has been the entire life that caught up someone's life to them. And come to more worst, they make it as a ticket for them to destroy on others.


I am terribly, just a bullshit-phobia.
I am.

I really am.